The Rebirth of Fool

Here I go again on my own! I was talking today with some friends about "internet classics" because one friend sent out a group email that was all "check out this 'Yacht Rock' series!" Yacht Rock in 2008? Damn girl. Have you seen the Star Wars Kid? Anyway, this led me to thinking about the internet back around 2005 and it dawned on me that I used write this here blog. So I hunted myself down, which is, admittedly creepy. And, man, 2006 got DARK. Who took my sunshine away? hm? Really, I want to know who it was... I'm taking names. I will get you and make you PAY.

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So there have been other blogs since this one, because I am a filthy whore and my dark heart will never understand the concept of "commitment", but reading back I kind of like this one the best. In this instance, the first cut is, in fact, the deepest. So, I'm sorry jellyfish blog, I never meant to hurt you. Please take me back baby. I'll do anything. I looove you, blog. I do. Ah, yeah, I feel a bit rusty and maybe a bit old and worn down, the years of drinking and supplementing drinking have dulled my little brain I'm afraid. I don't know if I can come up with crazy pseudo science posts anymore, but maybe with some practice I can come up with something. I do recall hearing briefly about inanimate forms having memory. Apparently, after being damaged, something inside of them yearns to go back to their original form, so when they're damaged a second time, they tend to try absorb the energy in a way that will make them as they once were. BUT, this is all very vague, and I can't remember what the term for this phenomena is, and I really need to read more about it before I can talk about it in any serious way. But Think of the implications this has on the whole concept of memory or cognisance. How can a nonliving thing remember? That shit's CRAZY! Also, when you think about it, matter is just energy and energy can't be created or destroyed, so, at what point does a form decide that this is the one that it associates itself with? Why is the birth of a tin can acceptable, but the birth of a dented tin can not just as valid? How much does a unit of matter have to change before it just shakes up the etch-a-sketch and starts over as something else? I guess it's like the difference between puberty and death. And I wonder if you asked 100 dead people which was worse, how many would answer "puberty".